I just read through South Of The Border West Of The Sun which is written by Haruki Murakami.
It was melancholy, nostalgic,,, and bit of a fool at the end.
It might happen in our life - someone who you loved each other before,reenters your life abruptly and she/he appears and disappears unpredictably. Then make a decision between your past and your present.
'If I cry, it might make thing easier.But what would I cry over?Who would I cry for?I was too self-centerd to cry for other people,too old to cry for myself'
Everyone would like to be a good man/girl. But most people has impulses which hurt yourself or break your heart or damage your life,even the others. That's why people may make a fatal mistake and get a pain.
'Pretend you're happy when you're blue. It isn't hard to do'
This is a quotation from this book, also part of the lyric from Nat King Cole's.
I tried in vain to tell myself. I couldn't pretend I was okay when I was so blue. Guess it is incredibly hard to do for some people.
It was a little like Casablanca. It reminds me some fabulous scenes at Rick's Cafe Americaine.
Well, now it's time to make my decision. There are no old magic words--'probably' and 'in a while' .
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